Sick

Instead of wishing what we never had Man I fucked with all the good and bad Instead of living in your toxic phase I put you first and showed you the way I lighted fireworks not your cigarettes I made the bed but you’d just mess with it When I stopped dreaming for the better days I started praying for my sanity Oh it's not fair you’re not here Oh and I’m scared I’m losing the fight I’m sick of all the lust and the lights I’m sick of all the pain And you’re not here I’m losing my mind I’m sick of all the rush and the heights I’m sick of all the weight And you’re not here The only one who got the best of me But choose to close your eyes why can't you see Now I’m not taking anything for granted But it’d be nice to feel a little magic Oh its not fair you’re not here Oh and I’m scared I’m losing the fight I’m sick of all the lust and the lights I’m sick of all the pain And you’re not here I’m losing my mind I’m sick of all the rush and the heights I’m sick of all the weight And you’re not here And not that it matters And not that it matters But I’m losing my last breath And not that I matter And not that I matter But I cant take a breath I’m losing the fight I’m sick of all the lust and the lights I’m sick of all the pain And you’re not here