sober text

You're under the influence And way above anyone like me You tell your friends that I was just A miserable mystery But you come home crying at 3 am Baby's crawling back again Ask the reason why I left And say your memory's been a mess But I remember all the time we spent All the tears I shed All the words that I can't forget That you don't even regret, huh And I remember how you made me cry When you left that night And never even told me why So much for good goodbyes So I'll find your number in my phone And I'll get myself all alone Like how you did all those months ago When I was nothing more than vulnerable And I'll type out all the "I miss you"'s All the "Baby say you want me too"'s Then I stop myself, cause what's the use? At the end of the day, it's just a sober text to you, to you, to you To you, to you And I have no excuse To you I'm over the thrill of it Cause you loved me just to leave But I miss those eyes, they brought tears to mine Made me shiver, couldn't breathe Had your name around my neck With a suffocating effect To be yours I paid the price Guess I'll blame it on your sign Cause I remember all the promises All the "Babe I swear You know that you'll see me there" Why did I save you a chair? Oh Cause I thought that I might prove them wrong But at least now I have Content for my songs Glad they were right all along So keep begging at my front door You're a wreck worse than I've seen before And you set the bar right at the floor You even had me on ignore But you'd call right back, you always do There's a payphone price when it's me you lose I could type it out, but there's no use At the end of the day, it's just a sober text to you, to you, to you To you, to you And I have no excuse To you To you, to you And I have no excuse To you (Won't send it, Won't send it I'll type it then regret it) (You're a waste of my time, of my words, of my mind And there's no use) For a sober text to you