Modern Me

I just don't feel like modern me I don't even feel the message of life Do you squeeze the hearts you steal Do you make them not feel Is there anywhere out there for me to go Praying times We need it now Let the letters of blasphemy hide I used to fill myself up with novocaine But now that's in the past Now that's in the past I wanna feel like a modern me A modern me I'm just not getting the message clearly I just don't feel like a modern me I'm a candle in the wind Candle in the wind Blowing off my smoke To let it flow to nowhere Nowhere I used to fill myself up with novocaine But now that's in the past Now that's in the past I wanna feel like a modern me A modern me I'm just not getting the message clearly I used to fill myself up with novocaine But now that's in the past Now that's in the past I wanna feel like a modern me A modern me I'm just not getting the message clearly Clearly there's something wrong with me I'm just not seeing straight Not seeing straight at all Fill my cup til it's overflowing Cus I'm difficult and just different I'm different Than all of society But that's okay Cus I no longer Fill myself up with novocaine That's always in the past Always in the past I now feel like a modern me A modern me I'm just now getting the message clearly A modern me I just wanna feel like a modern me Don't bring me back to the past It was a dark place for me So much blasphemy I wanna feel like a modern me A modern me