Oxygen

Colder than the wind, blowing on my skin In a situation like this, it's impossible to win Popping pills like candy, sweating it out I really need to stop thinking out loud Singeing my hair, burning my clothes The way that they talk makes me feel so alone I'm always replaced, always second best Maybe I should put my thoughts to rest Hooked up to my I.V., trapped in the bed My head feels so heavy, my blood feels like lead Maybe it's not oxygen that I'm breathing Maybe I am the reason you're leaving Sleep is for the weak and consciousness is for the worst I bottle up my feelings until I'm about to burst You mean so much to me, so dear to my heart No wonder when you left, I fell apart My room is in flames, cauterizing my wounds Subjecting me to my certain doom I'm always replaced, always second best Maybe I should put my thoughts to rest Hooked up to my IV, trapped in the bed My head feels so heavy, my blood feels like lead Maybe it's not oxygen that I'm breathing Maybe I am the reason you're leaving Plaster on a fake smile, you've done this all before Take your morning cocktail, you always ask for more Why am I here? Should I cross the bridge I never thought I could get you so bewitched I know I seek attention, I need the validation In order to be stable, I need to be able To feel like I am loved even if I am wrong And the only way I can express this is writing a song Hooked up to my IV, trapped in the bed My head feels so heavy, my blood feels like lead Maybe it's not oxygen that I'm breathing Maybe I am the reason you're leaving Hooked up to my IV, trapped in the bed My head feels so heavy, my blood feels like lead Maybe it's not oxygen that I'm breathing Maybe I am the reason you're leaving