My Name!

Hi My names is ANTX! And I don't know where to go My friends will leave me When they see the true me It doesn't matter if I let go Though people will hate me so why should they know The pain will end me if I do not fly So tell me the point of doing this self lie Shoving it down down More every night and day They won't understand Just hate on my name It's sad they'll hate me All because a label I've gained The pain brought by the lie That I shall proclaim So what if I change my name My identity oh well They say it is "Heresy" And I'll be in hell It doesn't matter if I let go Though people will hate me so why should they know The pain will end me if I do not fly So tell me the point of doing this self lie Shoving it down down More every night and day They won't understand Just hate on my name My name my name The lie I tell to them My name my name Is Isabel.