fortune cookie (lies, lies, lies)

I left that place with a smile on my face and expected the greatest But when I got there all I felt was somewhat degraded I'm not really one to be poetic except for my friends when they tell me I'm worth it Is it a lie? I've only been trusting you But is that a Lies lies lies The fortune cookie said today'll be great I'll Cry cry cry And my whole Life life life falls apart before my Eyes eyes eyes It's only freshman year Enjoy your youth they said And I swear I wanted to believe them But maybe I should just grow up faster And then they'll respect me more I knowfreshie's supposed to be a funny nickname But all it was to me was something mocking I love to be on stage but I ended up backstage sewing patches on a dress People complimented a mess 'Cause that's what I'm best at making anyway Anyway Lies lies lies the fortune cookie said today'll be great I'll Cry cry cry My whole life falls apart before my Eyes eyes eyes And I try so hard to make music I swear I Try try try Oh it to me sounds like a rhythmless piece a junk and it's The opposite of music to their ears music to their ears It's all improv I swear I learned that word from theater I in 2022 started to draw and then realized I didn't want toWhy did you quit that they asked? Well maybe it's because that's not my interest And I don't really know what it is but I know I want to go for it For it Lies lies lies The fortune cookie said today'll be great I'll Cry cry cry My whole life falls apart before my Eyes eyes eyes And I try so hard to do the things they tell me to I Try try try try Until I realize-lize-lize-lize I wasn't in charge of their happiness It's my life not yours and when you say it is I need you to know The fortune cookie said Wednesday will be a good day And the only thing that happened was I missed my bus that way and back That way and back Lies lies lies I trust you I swear maybe that's a lie too Lies lies lies Is this a midlife crisis at the age of 14? Don't really know where I want to be seen but I do So I'll try try try The fortune the fortune the fortune Heh