Anhedonia

I'm alone again Like i wanted to be Didn't i say That i wanted to be I guess it's easier now I guess it's easier now There's gotta be a break Someday I don't wanna be left behind I don't wanna be left behind I'm numb again Like i wanted to be Didn't i say That i wanted to be Guess i'd rather feel anything except for just this hollow But i guess i won't be saying that when i feel bad tomorrow There's gotta be a break Someday I don't wanna be left behind I don't wanna be the person i felt leaving who could only look back I don't wanna be left behind And i guess it's true Nothing's ever good enough until it's gone And it's not new To run around in circles and pretend you're moving on