In My Feelings

I admit it I’m in my feelings yeah I admit it yeah I’m in my feelings yeah Today it's just me and my feels and I’m ok with having a frown cause I Don’t really wanna try and fake a smile and suppress all the hurt that I found Don’t wanna try and make things better The more I struggle I go deeper Realizing that it won’t get better I might as well stay fed up Why am I here I Can’t even say I know Stuck in the fear I’m in my feelings Don’t wanna try and fight the pain I’m in my feelings I wanna cry and lie awake I’m in my feelings You took my heart away I’m in my feelings I’m in my feelings Drowning in my self-esteem will I fight back or just stay low My minds telling me all these things but my fears just won’t let me go I try, oh I try, to release all of my feelings But why oh but why can’t I seem to get it right Don’t wanna try and make things better The more I struggle I go deeper Realizing that it won’t get better I might as well stay fed up But I'm still here I don't even care to know Accepting the fear I’m in my feelings Don’t wanna try and fight the pain I’m in my feelings I wanna cry and lie awake I’m in my feelings You took my heart away I’m in my feelings I’m in my feelings