Brother James

Counterfeit love It ain't no fun Can't fake a smile You don't smile when getting surgery done But when you out the surgery you stronger there's more joy it's love Yeah Thankful for the rain cause the pain come with gain And then there's grace Man Eshon Burgundy said it best "it's a test" Paraphrased it but I hope you gettin' what I meant Brother James I feel shame Undone by this pain I know your name Jesus You the Way Brother James I feel shame Undone by this pain I know your name Jesus You are the Way You are the Way The only Way I feel like I'm talking to some people but I'm not really there I got a mask on not walking authentically I mean authentically Looks like I'm full of joy but am I even there mentally? I don't know I don't know But you know Healing hurts Healing hurts It brings out the real you that you been numbing for years Pushing under that big rock for some years The deeper the root then the deeper the tears That means more tears But they hidden cause you don't feel a thing Don't feel no pain Cause you got used to it it feels the same It shouldn't be normalized there's no pain in Heaven That's where we livin'; our eternal home Let Heaven come down Let your will be done Trynna do my own thing Gotta crucify my flesh Gotta crucify my will Replace it with your will Give me your ears that I could recognize your voice My sheep hear my voice They know my voice They follow me That's your word what you said Jesus Mourning turn to joy Brother James I feel shame Undone by this pain I know your name Jesus