Let You Down

You give me so much excitement When everything's wrong, the week was sad All I end doing is crying on the phone to my dad The fire you light with steel and flint Heats up my core, tells me this is what I was waiting for And nothing else matters any way I know if I let you down, I know I won't forgive myself And I know if I can't be there for you now, when will it stop This feeling I can't believe this happened to me Sitting on the stage, making faces you shouldn't see Being the best in the moment seems like A distant thought when this is all that I'll ever be You drove for miles through the ugliness of Concrete jungles, metropolises And I couldn't give you what I wanted to And I couldn't give you what I wanted to (woah) And I couldn't give you what I wanted to But that didn't matter to you, you Now I'm scared, scared of being here I used to find solace in the joy of face Smiling as I played the right note But when I return Cause you asked about fear A slight breath leaves my mouth, laughs I cannot show I know if I let you down, I know I won't forgive myself And I know if I can't be there for you now, when will it stop, this feeling I can't believe this happened to me Sitting on the stage, making faces you shouldn't see Being the best in the moment seems like A distant thought when this is all that I'll ever be You drove for miles through the ugliness of Concrete jungles, metropolises And I couldn't give you what I wanted to And I couldn't give you what I wanted to (woah) And I couldn't give you what I wanted to But that didn't matter to you, you