chicken nuggos and q sauce

Passionate doses I'm taking in intervals You radiate God, you must be a miracle I know my past behavior was cynical You embody change and hope in literal Cover my eyes and blinding my soul I'm stunting my growth, you know how it goes I fail to accept the help that you throw Seeking attention like I am Van- (Seeking attention like I am Van Gogh) Problems and problems and problems I'm stacking Downplay the meaning bring no satisfaction Happiness getting mislabeled "distraction" Voicing solution it getting no traction Some people they praise me and say I inspire So why should I change? To only get higher? The gratification I got expired And what I'm left with cannot be desired I'm stubborn I know, a constant delay You show disapprove, I drive you away Without my pride I beg you to stay But I'm stuck with that trait, my price to pay Ball in your court, I'm hitting your serve We go back and forth till we strike a nerve Nobody more perfect than you on earth I can't let you know I'm putting in work I'm packing and stacking my love on a crate I hide it away and don't fill up your plate It's taking too long to fix my mistake I feel like a dummy for testing our fate Feel like a dummy for testing our fate (how you feel?) Feel like a dummy for testing our fate (how you feel?) Feel like a dummy for testing our fate (how you feel?) Feel like a, feel like a, feel like a, feel like a (how you?)