Suicidal

Nicolas stop preaching Where's Nicolas Jesus come and save my soul I can't breathe no more I don't know If I'll be alright Woah can't you see that I'm in pain Save me, demons trynna plot me Trynna lock me in the grave I've been lusting, I been sining I been so deep in my flesh Prophesy yet I been tripping I can't Even Seem to rest Jezebel tripping cause I told her That I don't want no sex If I die before my time just know I truly did my best Lord come save my soul through The night I've been smoking pain all night Is this who I'm supposed to be I got kids look up to me Ball Fall in love with you all I want is you Right now save me Mental slipping I can't even go and pray Father come and take this stain Cause I can't seem to go and wait The military got me flapped up It got my mental bucked up I can't focus I can't even think right now I think I'm feeling suicidal I pray the Lord to keep my soul I pray he save me now I pray the Lord to keep me I pray the Lord to keep me Lately demons they been talking To my soul Maybe I can find some rest If they would let me use my phone Hold up they don't let you use your phone In the military They never listen they just want To see us slipping They don't even check to see If I'm okay Late night I been trippin Watching missiles fly into the night Yes I'm going through a divorce Yes I been struggling with adultery Yes I've been having lust in my heart Yes I have not been in the presence of God Yes I'm going through all of these things Weeping tears