Crying In My Soul (feat. Isaiah Brookes)

Crying in my soul Just want tell you how I feel I'm feeling low Really hurting deep inside nowhere to go But if I tell you how I feel It's really gone get real I'm scared to show myself for real Yuh Pain be hurting just be still I wish it was that easy, but it's not this flesh I kill This flesh I drill, my iron got my steel Angry at myself because inside I'm super ill Man inside I'm super ill Understand how I feel I'm a man that can feel Was so numb man that's real Then the Lord He came and healed He broke me down so I can feel Just like an onion I got peeled That's surgery, can't take no pill Yeah I'm crying crying Always feel like I keep dying when I'm trying To love That's because love is patient and kind Lord, I want you to be mine Staying close to you Abba my Father I really don't mind NO NO NO Man this surgery be hurting I don't want to let it go Momma crying out to you up in the night Ain't let it show Father can heal me please because I really wanna grow But these voices in my head driving me crazy Saying that "I'm lazy man I almost had a baby" Before Christ I was in slavery Man I miss my dad yea it make me sad Lord my rock, talking to myself I thought I was so bad Thought I was so bad Tryna talk to God, but when I speak it make me mad But He take delight in me Psalm 147, reading that I'm not prefect, but I know the perfect one I make Him glad Crying in my soul When is it ever gon' stop? When He take my tears away Amen Crying in my soul Just want tell you how I feel I'm feeling low Really hurting deep inside nowhere to go But if I tell you how I feel It's really gone get real I'm scared to show myself for real For real Crying in my soul