I Get Jaded

I'm up in Church questioning my identity I get so complicated Sometimes I get real jaded I don't know why I run from you But then you show me patience Seeing pretty women But I'm lusting with my eyes Lord show me your face I don't wanna look at mine Forgetting who I am but I'm with you all the time Grace Lord you show me grace I'm walking by that faith Had to put the porn addiction down that stuff so fake Masturbation boy I was dead now I'm awake Was going out to parties smoking weed and getting laid He broke me out them shackles man I gotta give Him praise It's all you Let that dark come to light Man this ain't nun new Exposing my old man because he was acting like a fool Praying for them youngins that be idolizing tools Where your momma at? Where your daddy at? You just wanna make them proud "Sip some of that drank" "Tell that weed to calm you down" Exposing pains I know that Jesus Christ He wears the crown I get so complicated Sometimes I get real jaded I don't know why I run from you But then you show me patience