Time To Grow

Lord saved me from the pits of hell He wasn't havin' it Plead my cases to the Lord because I know He is my advocate I'm tryna find a peace of mind My heart becoming passionate Read my Bible the Lord telling me "Isaiah you really talented" I'm running from my feelings for this girl I need to admit It's time to grow my heart be moving slow really actin' Grew up as a youngin' they only knew me for my fashion I'm cryin out to God, I'm on my knees like "what happened?" Fighting fear, fighting fear, I'm really fighting fear God broke me out them cages I'm not dying I know my time is near Watched my grandma sleep on a couch for her whole life I had to persevere Doubt be tryna creep up in my life, make it disappear I'm geared up in the full armor of God Vision getting clear Take life day by day Talk to God, Incline my ear I'm prayin for my family to get saved while I'm sheddin' tears I'm set up on high places make my feet surefooted like a deer Holy Spirit with me time to grow I got baptized Had sex 3 days befo, I'm all alone How was that wise? Had to repent and turn to God He said "Son lets go rise" Use to paint a perfect picture behind the scenes I would go cry I'm cryin' out to God feeling like it's blood runnin' down my left eye Was dressin' in fly fits man I thought I was that guy I was walking to my room after class tryna get high When I found the Lord I had to tell my old self goodbye Lord saved me from the pits of hell He wasn't havin' it Plead my cases to the Lord because I know He is my advocate I'm tryna find a peace of mind My heart becoming passionate Read my Bible the Lord telling me "Isaiah you really talented" I'm running from my feelings for this girl I need to admit It's time to grow my heart be moving slow really actin' Grew up as a youngin' they only knew me for my fashion I'm cryin out to God, I'm on my knees like "what happened?"