Foggy Mirror

A foggy mirror never tells the whole picture I couldn’t see it through my dirty lens An honest answer isn’t even what gets ya I couldn’t listen to my iffy friends Haven’t kept many from my way back then's They never noticed my embellishments Let me establish how I used to fend Couldn’t have realized in my innocence I was such a mess I can’t lie I kind of still am But, everything looks shoddy before it’s complete Ya feel me Tried to be harder make a change again Running from feds was like my whole year 10 Caught up by proxy couldn’t even get A chance to thrive before I underwhelmed Most of the time I was trapped in my own perceptions Never learned a lesson Failing everything I get with And never making p's I’m talking every single test And everyone I liked More time I never really tried So I underachieved My centerpiece Is a gun aimed at me If I point it out Trust and believe I found my peace And I’m learning how A foggy mirror never tells the whole picture I couldn’t see it through my dirty lens An honest answer isn’t even what gets ya I couldn’t listen to my iffy friends Haven’t kept many from my way back then's they never noticed my embellishments Let me establish how I used to fend Couldn’t have realized in my innocence I was such a mess I’ve been a victim of my violence By my own volition, I be Righting wrongs that I committed to myself Cause ain’t no hiding Fighting, everything I tried to keep Behind some fake ass smiling Kindly, screaming in my head But they think that they see behind me That’s mad unlikely Depression high key Had a hold on me But mm I’m still deciding I think that I could use some therapy A foggy mirror never tells the whole picture I couldn’t see it through my dirty lens