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I was talking to my Mama last night What she say She told me she proud of me This my life This how I'm living I suffer with masturbation And I don't care what you thinking And all I need is Deep Forgiveness I struggle in my sin can't end it I hide behind that reap provision And along I been wrong How can I teach If I can't live what I preach And I'm a Gangster live for Jesus What they talk about I'm living they tried bluffing Knew I was coming Out the North like I did it If they want war they gonna get it I'm flexed up got the Spirit I pray to God that I'm forgiven As I stand in his presence Let's go Claim I been overrated Hear my song I'm not outdated This one for Dina girl I miss you Pray to God we make it You went to jail behind that killer Sister let him go He only want you for your body He don't love your soul I don't know which way to go I been slipping I suffer with masturbation Jesus He know how I'm living Expose my life up in the track I'm not scared because I'm trash Jesus is coming that's a fact Kneel to Repent across the map I said it This song for Kay she held me up While I was not okay There's not no drug that can displace The pain that's up my brain I take my time between the day To go and kneel and pray I hope to God He see my soul When I stand before His face How you gone get a women When you playing with yourself How you gone raise the children You don't even ask for help I'm filled with pain I pray to God for some peace The only loyalty I see Is what my Lord did for me And all I need is Deep Forgiveness I struggle in my sin can't end it I hide behind that reap provision And along I been wrong How can I teach If I can't live what I preach And I'm a Gangster live for Jesus What they talk about I'm living they tried bluffing Knew I was coming Out the North like I did it If they want war they gonna get it I'm flexed up got the Spirit I pray to God that I'm forgiven As I stand in his presence Auto Mary protect it up I'm okay Despite the sin I need to beat I thank my God for His Grace And I'm not tripping about salvation Because I know that I'll make it Lord please forgive me for my sin I speak the truth I can't take it anymore Saw my Grandma the other night I saw Joy in her smile Haven't seen my lawyer in three years How I cherish the time Jesus I thank you that you kept The one I Love alive The only purpose in this life Is to come live for Christ Same love you give The same love You gone reap To go receive And I'm not tripping about Janelle That girl was not for me I thank my God for His blood Through His blood I'll be clean My soul belong to my Father Kingdom await believe How you gone get a women When you playing with yourself How you gone raise the children You don't even ask for help I'm filled with pain I pray to God for some peace The only loyalty I see Is what my Lord did for me And all I need is Deep Forgiveness I struggle in my sin can't end it I hide behind that reap provision And along I been wrong How can I teach If I can't live what I preach And I'm a Gangster live for Jesus What they talk about I'm living they tried bluffing Knew I was coming Out the North like I did it If they want war they gonna get it I'm flexed up got the Spirit I pray to God that I'm forgiven As I stand in his presence Let's Go