Price We Pay

Oh my goodness It feels like a lot of the months have been blending together And nothings better than it was before It really seems like I've been at this shit forever And I can't remember who I was before Cause life's tripped up and now everyday I'm sitting on my phone mind racing away I'm trying to trace the steps back what can I say I'm in my head Cause I can't put a finger on it Or maybe I have known it all along Cause there's no way around I can't deny it But that doesn't mean it's wrong So maybe it's okay if I lay in bed all day Cause then I don't have to be afraid Of the price we pay for life Oh the price we pay for life I know I can't make up time I'm pissed about it So why am I doubting what tomorrow holds Oh I can't keep running away like nothings happened But I'm still trapped in the fact I know I'll fold Cause I can't put a finger on it Or maybe I have known it all along Cause there's no way around I can't deny it But that doesn't mean it's wrong So maybe it's okay if I lay in bed all day Cause then I don't have to be afraid Of the price we pay Oh the price we pay Oh this is the moment you've been waiting for All you have to do is get outside that door And you'll find the one you were before But life's tripped up and now everyday I'm sitting on my phone mind racing away I'm trying to trace the steps back what can I say I'm in my head Cause I can't put a finger on it Or maybe I have known it all along Cause there's no way around I can't deny it But that doesn't mean it's wrong So maybe it's okay if I lay in bed all day Cause then I don't have to be afraid Of the price we pay Oh the price we pay Oh the price we pay for life