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I want to forget you Forget all the things that you told me would be forever The way your face lit up every time I said your name The way your eyes used to shine like stars when you said mine Did it mean nothing? Was hurting the one person you claimed was always there for you worth it? Was it worth it watching me lose my mind, trying to get out of a maze of your design? I gave you everything I had, even when I had nothing And when I had nothing, I gave myself debt Debt and depression and anger and regret for not working longer hours Just to buy you thing to impress him Was I the problem? Am I the problem? If I did everything right, why am I here? If I was your perfect love, why is my heart broken? After all this time, I'm still here Hurting, crying on my floor On this dusty carpet Over you You may have broke my heart But I broke it first You never meant to wound me I think that's why it hurts Waking up at the bottom And looking up at you Loving someone else And I don't know what to do You say that you still love me You say that you still care So I would be a monster To leave you standing there As much as this will kill me I need to see you smile Even if it's not for me Even if you're not mine I love you so I must let you go If you come back to me, only then I will know I love you so I must let you go I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul I see a future so bright So wonderfully pure I hope I can take you there But that choice is yours Your laughter plays in my mind Can't sleep anymore Because in my dreams you're there And my heart is full I wish that I could go back And fix what we did Maybe you'd still be with me And our love would persist But maybe this was the plan Written in the sky Maybe we'll drift apart And come together in time I love you but I must let you go If you come back to me, only then I will know I love you so I must let you go I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul I will wait a thousand lifetimes For the chance for you to be mine I would die a thousand times For the privilege to make you smile I love you so I must let you go If you come back to me, only then I will know I love you so I must let you go I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul Give me a reason Why you couldn't stay Just give me one more night I'll forget it the next day I still need you So very much