Alone in Pain

Memories in bed Circling around my head Something someone said Reminded me of when I was young Wasn't that fun Now I lie awake Tears start slowly falling down my face Haven't felt that way In well never mind it's too damn long What went wrong Who would pick up my calls Who would remain in my flaws Am I alone in this place Am I alone in pain I laugh right on cue Disguise everything I'm going through Won't look in their eyes 'Cause then they'll see What I try to hide The pain that's inside This tethered mind Who would pick up my calls Who would remain in my flaws Am I alone in this place Am I alone in my pain Who would pick up my calls Who would remain in my flaws Am I alone in this place Am I alone in pain Sometimes I forget I'm even alive I look in the mirror and fake my own smile The steam of the shower fogs up my reflection As my naked soul starts to beg for acceptance Sometimes I forget I'm even alive Sometimes I forget I'm even alive I look in the mirror and fake my own smile The steam of the shower fogs up my reflection As my naked soul starts to beg for acceptance Am I even alive Who would pick up my calls Who would remain in my flaws Am I alone in this place Am I alone in my pain Who would pick up my calls Who would remain in my flaws Am I alone in this place Am I alone in pain