Tug Of War

Got me playing tug of war with myself Ain't nobody can help me now Tug of war with myself Push pull push pull One side of me like All you gotta do is just wait Other side said F*ck all that we settin it straight Left brain They don't know that she put her hands on you Right brain If you don't speak your piece they might cancel you My highest self said I know they gon see in due time Then my lower self said If you don't speak up how they gon see who lyin? I know This is just a test I know God is real But still I can't help but think how my mama feel Got me playing tug of war with myself Ain't nobody can help me now Tug of war with myself Push pull push pull Guess this the way you handle rejection Where's the lie detector tests and confession? It's funny you don't keep nobody for long Cuz you probably scared they'll see who you are Last time that we spoke you apologized Months later formed an army to weaponize God is watching so just sit back and pray I just hope you see before it's too late Got me playing tug of war with myself Ain't nobody can help me now Got me playin tug of war with myself Push pull push pull I don't know Nor do I care What you think of me And where I am in your mind You've got no spine