What's Matcha?

I have no job, I lost my goals There's nowhere I can go I need more air, holes in my clothes My car is the closest place to a home But I have you But I have you There was a time when it was so different The world was fine, but something was missing I knew with time I wouldn't be alright But I held my head high Cause I had you Cause I had you I tried to hide it but I can't lie anymore I'm not the same as I was before But I'd rather die knowing we at least had a chance Than to never meet the girl Who I would've made my last And I know it's hard cause life moves on Especially when you were always the one I'm on the other side of happiness And I'm sorry that I put you through my mess Cause right now you're in the city And I'm somewhere far Wishing that you were with me And we didn't grow apart Cause I miss you Cause I miss you I tried to hide it but I can't lie anymore I'm not the same as I was before But I'd rather die knowing we at least had a chance Than to never meet the girl Who I would've made my last And I know its hard cause life moves on Especially when you were always the one