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You tried to save me, but it's ok Would be better off anyway U tried to save me, told u I couldn't be saved Told u we gon seize the day, told u we gon be ok U got me thinking, why I am here so emotionally drained There's no way thru this pain How did we get here anyway Left me here with the visions, these visions are scary as hell Don't know what's ahead of me, only time could tell Stuck with these premonitions from the past Can we slow down? Think we're going too fast And you left me here crying and sick to my stomach as well Can't seem to put down the phone, u put me back in my shell And i'm sorry for the war of words we exchanged Let me out of this cage Get me out of my head Pull me out, let me live instead You tried to save me, but to no avail Better off hopeless Let that little boy continue to believe in fairytales You tried to save me, that was a big mistake At the end of the day, I'm better off anyway Oh, I'm down in, I'm drowning in my sorrows This don't feel right at all Having no one to call I'm so selfish How can I smile when the rest of people I love are hurting? I can see you're hurting Is it something I did? Is it my fault? Is this because of me? The boy who thought he had everything Ending up losing on everything Wish it was an illusion, a hoax Lemme outta this bad dream Feel like we rowed in the same boat U were always on my team No good comes out of this anyway STOP What's a new normal? That don't mean shit to me You can't tell me anything My normal was my everything It's different now I can't get used to this Tryna find my chill, tryna figure out what's real Maybe I'm trippin Maybe I'm out my fucking mind Maybe I'm overreacting, what the hell? That's just how it goes Oh, I can't comprehend my circumstances Maybe we should've gone dancing Maybe we should've, mhm I can only think of what was wrong instead of what was right All of the good times, gives me an excuse of why I shouldn't cry But in the end, I always come back to my head What I should've said Hanging on to you by a thread It's a lose lose, no healing this time If I could choose It wouldn't be so cold in the night