No Friends

I wanna throw it at the wall, watch it burst into pieces I just got the go but I couldn't believe it You took all my thoughts, now I'm being mislead I want so badly just to get you out my head I said to you I'm dead to me I'm telling you I've got to leave I'm asking you who I wanna be I wanna stay id rather leave I ain't got no friends So I don't got no plans Yeah I ain't got no friends So I want it all to end No friends present, everybody see it differently When I leave, would you ever even mention me I hope its more to us eventually We play the games, but you never let me save So mentally, I'm stuck turning in my grave I feel buried alive, make sure you get some dirt on me Leave fake roses on my stone, perfect to match the sender Dye em red and buy a heart from the nearest vendor Your love is slender man, hiding in the timber You the coldest I ever met, yo chamber's frozen if you got one You got my cardiac arrested and I wanna bail the outcome Physical pain in my chest when I thought about it, how come I gotta be the person to care so much that I'm hurting With whomever, I always wanna work it out But lately, I'm wanting just to walk it out Still I wouldn't dare to not care, so I live with how... So I live with how I said to you I'm dead to me I'm telling you I've got to leave I'm asking you who I wanna be I wanna stay id rather leave I ain't got no friends So I ain't got no plans Yeah I ain't got no friends So I want it all to end Matter fact, f*ck a friend cuz I'm bitter bout it Where the ring at, I'm tryna get a bout in And I'm remaining calm but ain't no way around it I'm tryna knock somebody's head off Step to me so I can break ya leg off These hands come fresh never took the plastic off No-one return favors like y'all done took the tag off So f*ck a off switch, I'm clapping back on anybody I'm tired of letting everything past me, I've been walked on so much feel like a back alley Where everybody going just for using Don't get it twisted, nah ain't no confusions I'm saying f*ck you for treating me how I been treated How dare you be the one that I believed in See I took my guard down it was real relieving You took the chance to make a odd time, and I want even Please stop testing me unless you want the results I'm all too used to pain but don't keep pouring the salt I showed you open wounds but you ain't sewing at all You made new ones, more than a scrap from a fall When I most need a doctor you got no time for patients I make sure I wear red cross when you needed saving You just had to wade in, but now we off the deep end See I lost my self control, and now I'm weeping Don't hear me out, its too late, I'm done speaking I ain't got friends So I ain't got no plans It's simple, still in my mental I'll never say you're dead to me I won't misuse what you've let me see I won't stop supporting you I had every chance to leave