Worth

What the f*ck, am I a burden You can tell me But who I'm telling when I'm hurting? Yeah I know you s'posed to love me, is it certain? Cuz the light is shining even through the curtain So I know that what you showing isn't truth And I know that what I'm saying isn't proof I'm tired of guessing I need a solid answers, maybe clues What's my worth if I ain't stacking money through roof? What's my worth? Cause I really wanna now What's my worth? Is it static can it go down? What's my worth? What is worth? What's my worth? What is worth? No friends present, everybody see it differently When I leave, would you value time you spent with me? Is my outer worth more than the inner me? Please tell me your lies more convincingly I don't know, then maybe id believe it Right now yo actions tell me more than words you lead with With a given time, Am I the one you choose to b with? With sights in mind, Am I the one you choose to c with? I hate to ask the questions but Usually I'm that dull blade that wont even make the cut When I look around and see someone I trust see them interact and value other people I wonder if I'm equal I wonder if you think I'm worthless, Or just worth less Than yo favorite star or a flashy dress Deeply I abhor the notion that I'm here to impress No way I should sweat these bullets, Or rely on this vest to protect my own heart, Though it won't because I love to keep it on my sleeve Blindly I perceive you to be The who that I believe Pains winding through every artery Flows freely like its apart of me Blood type must be negative, Ain't no calls for love transfusions Steady misusing my line, Only called for transactions No calls for chatting, Just relaxing p.s. that's a whole human you're subtracting So What's my worth? Cause I really wanna know now What's my worth? Will my value ever go down What's my worth? What is worth? What's my worth? What is worth? Look How many tries, in your eyes, do I get to be amazing? I always show authentically, no matter what you saying I keep that stock in me, even when demand is caving Yeah I know that what you're showing isn't truth And I know that what I'm saying is proof Alone, I cant break the walls that I'm tending to I need a new focal point, From a vocal you It's simple, still in my mental What's my true value? What's my worth?