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Rice with Noodles Wild goose chase And that refund boat ain't floating no Cottonmouth and hesitant with pill of reality to save hope huh Don't you go levitating under Crayola suns without me there Darkest thoughts I have and fear to hear Don't let me jump the gun yet Sick of packing, feeling back washed Like a bottle of guest that bring roaches What's left for me, you guess is good as mine Like I'm popping rings off shower curtains Hardest part is on the way back when you lost the taste for conversation Please take the hint, I need my space That's how you know I been Sent back home and fear to stay Too many familiar faces Dirt from things that fell in vain Box full of burnt carnations Withered in the wind away Withered in the wind away I'm home but wished they ain't know me Sent back home and fear to stay Too many familiar faces Dirt from things that fell in vain Box full of burnt carnations Withered in the wind away I'm home but wished they ain't know me I'm home but wished they ain't know me I'm home but wished they ain't know me here Hairs that stand I feel abandoned Nothing to hold on to now What they see is what they know Making it hard for me to just stay down Yes I'm hurt, they pie's in my face No bandages to hide from my pain Race against becoming of age Dragging my white socks through mud The only thing keeping me closer from Adam and Eve The promises made to my mama in village before I had the keys Couple of years before me and you split the seam Now it's years later and finally got hair on my chin Rest ain't connecting, it's getting hot up under sleeves Cousin's branch manager so of course he hired me Then I went helping my mama with her Christmas tree Where it stays up till June Tryna think of all the ways to fill my spoon, cause Out here working these lawns ain't fun I got bigger dreams pointing where I'm from Just to help those like me Sick of them suggesting this coaching idea just Cause I got a receipt for kinese This just something They can't hang over me no Sent back home and fear to stay Too many familiar faces Dirt from things that fell in vain Box full of burnt carnations Withered in the wind away Withered in the wind away I'm home but wished they ain't know me Sent back home and fear to stay Too many familiar faces Dirt from things that fell in vain Box full of burnt carnations Withered in the wind away I'm home but wished they ain't know me I'm home but wished they ain't know me I'm home but wished they ain't know me here Sent back home and fear to stay Too many familiar faces Dirt from things that fell in vain Box full of burnt carnations Withered in the wind away Withered in the wind away I'm home but wished they ain't know me Sent back home and fear to stay Too many familiar faces Dirt from things that fell in vain Box full of burnt carnations Withered in the wind away I'm home but wished they ain't know me I'm home but wished they ain't know me I'm home but wished they ain't know me here