Perfect Solitude / Utter Chaos

Sometimes when I wake I look to the sky Reflect on the things Above brought to my life When I sit I reflect And I think 'n I dream On all sites that I've sought And all things that I've seen My hometown know me The name came slowly My images with imagery Delivery is holy Aristocratic automatic movements of a goalie Deflecting every shot and left me taking home a trophy Daily writing worried searching seeking out my purpose Like what's beyond the surface Or is it really worth it I scribble down some verses Adversaries laid in herses Cause I'm violent with the diction Dictionary with a purpose A modest soul I'm searching for Because now they searching at the surface Men of modern times of era look for plastic body purses I could have a thousand plastic body barbies if they were worth it But they not, like Bezos on yacht I would take $100,000 over 1000,000 thots My priorities at stake and there's minorities at stake But the world remains ablaze while Hollywood's unphased Yet, y'all are never break a gaze Eating grass like it's better grazed on the other side Sometimes when I wake I look to the sky Reflect on the things Above brought to my life When I sit I reflect And I think 'n I dream On all sites that I've sought And all things that I've seen Because I'm homegrown, homemade Sitting by the home plate Loui rocking red spades Chuggin' on a bool-aide Chatt town, holy ground Innovative sounds released Labels 'bout to try to keef Hold up let me grab my piece But who's her favorite rapper now? I promise it ain't you You put h*** in music videos But that ain't nothing new I got opps who talking down on me But I ain't rocking twos I been working tryna send a simple message To the youth It's a product of the prodigy I've lived and been through If they told you, "you can't have it" gotta put 'Em all on mute Came through clutch Way too much I've Paid my dues Cosher sights Lucid heights Catch the view Ocean roll Fill my soul Show me light Take my time Heart and mind Day and night It's way too much it's way too much This ain't enough this ain't enough Regression formed from who I was My soul is torn what do I love Laced in fashion Made this passion Given keys That I made my own 12 was passing Was we blasting Records we made on our own My devotion's an open ocean Pray you don't fall out the boat Zai can say it undebated "Only records that I wrote"