i hate parties

I'm floating free, outside reality Please don't ask me why I hate parties, I hate parties Midnight, spinning lights, people, dying I hate, everything, jk, sorry Everybody's dancing now and I start to feel like I'm fading away I think that I'm from outer space And that's why I hate, parties Outer space, yeah, now I'm floating, floating, floating out the atmosphere I feel like there's no meaning to anything Everything begins to cave in and I'd really give anything Just to know that all the people around me are even people at all Or just projections of my consciousness upon a blank wall And I know that I'm pathetic Always worrying about my aesthetic Instead of the pandemic or those who are anti-Semitic But I'm tired of dealing with the outside world Because it's full of robot people that will give you their word That they found the truth, that they found the light That they found the answers but it's all a lie Because in the end the only truth you find Is that you're lost like everybody else in the universe This song aint got a single chorus or a single verse To reflect the chaos of existence in the multiverse And with the whole world dragging me down I'll stay alive Even though from time to time I still feel like I'm no one, I'm no one at all I'm no one, I'm no one at all Midnight, spinning lights, people, dying I hate, everything, jk, sorry Everybody's dancing now and I start to feel like I'm fading away I think that I'm from outer space I'm no one, I'm no one at all I'm no one, I'm no one at all Please don't leave me I hate parties, and I don't understand, I don't even care anymore