confused/paranoid

I just don't really want to Be the person who leaves you here with a bad view Of how love works 'Cause you don't know what I've been through Love and lust are two things I can't really construe I know you want me but I don't want you I guess I'm sorry for any issues I may have caused by casually flirting I know you want me but I don't want you I guess I'm sorry for any issues I may have caused by casually flirting I tend to flee when affections reciprocated I find relationships tend to be too frustrating I love too hard and most women just seem to hate it Been with fourteen, all though twelve of them will stay nameless I, I, what if I I What if, what if I love you And you don't love me back I don't want us to stay like that Girl if you're lost you better let me know I know it'll hurt me Baby girl, I know Wh-wha-what is wrong with me? I don't wanna talk about what you do to me I don't wanna tell you that I'm paranoid Or scared Don't wanna talk about the boys I fear Sometimes I get scared I'm gonna lose you I don't wanna hurt, don't wanna bruise you So I overthink, I overthink I overthink, I How do I know if I'm doing this right? I know I'm not perfect And I know I make mistakes But one thing I can say is my love for you ain't fake I'm hoping that we work it through Baby I wanna work with you