Trojan Horse

On a sunny day or when the rains pouring I'm making music and I am chain smoking My mind is racing, thoughts are provoking I'm the puppet master but who am I controlling I am approaching flows like the ocean Expressing emotions, put my thoughts in motion If I hold it there, there will be explosions Like a wooden horse filled with many Trojans I'm not talking condoms, but I'm adding commas There's ups and downs but I'm filled with trauma And I'm sorry momma for all the drama I just want the dollars and some good karma On my side, f*ck suicide It's always on my mind but it's God's time I just gotta climb to reach my prime God give me a sign, is the bottom line Actions speak louder than words like a mime I could fall off at a drop of a dime I'm grateful for everything even my mind I know we are human but are we divine They say a pen is stronger than a sword That's what they tell you when you in psych wards That's what they tell you when you in psych wards Was in 6th grade when I had intercourse But my dick was too big, I was hung like a horse I just want property I don't need a Porsche Life is monopoly you can not force I went to college and passed every course I'm black and I'm young time to even the scores When I do die put my ash by the shore When I do die put my ash by the shore