Broken Symphony

I'm taking a moment to think about the things I do My hearts not like glass, it doesn't only break in two Why's it so fragile, nothings coming my way It's been 17 years, still waiting for that day I'm lost in my head I'm tryna get away From the people that have haunted me right to this day I've been hated and criticized all of my life Still there's something telling me that I won't die tonight I'm losing myself tonight Memories disappear in the night Why can't I just be normal Life won't stop moving in circles I know its not good for me Why can't I truly be at peace I guess that I'm a fiend There is no cure for me Far from a symphony My accomplishments are proving nothing to me Look where I've got in life Multiple late nights Up late thinking of ending my own life I've let down my whole family Disappointment isn't meant for me That's all I get for being me I guess being me is not good for me I'm losing myself tonight Memories disappear in the night Why can't I just be normal Life won't stop moving in circles I know its not good for me Why can't I truly be at peace I guess that I'm a fiend There is no cure for me Far from a symphony