Ashtray

Somewhere far away I know that you still call my name Synchronized so I can feel your pain Ptsd got me so deranged So traumatized from all the heartbreaks Memorized but now it's astray Love burnt in the ashtray Traumatized Memorized Words that seemed to flash before my eyes All my life Felt Mesmerized Now I'm dead inside Still wondering why Easier said than done I thought you were the one I thought you were the one But it was me all along And I told you to be strong Not knowing what I did was wrong Promised you the moon Armstrong Back in 07 James Bond I know I messed up I accept that But the devil had me worked up I regret that Pain in my tears I am so scared Losing someone that was once right there I took you for granted I mislead I know I did you wrong I accept Shadows in my room I'm upset The way I miss you Emotions can't be kept Reminiscing daily bout the times we had Everytime I think of us I just get sad Playing mind games in my head I know I should be thinking of you instead You instead, Somewhere far away I know that you still call my name Synchronized so I can feel your pain Ptsd got me so deranged So traumatized from all the heartbreaks Memorized but now it's astray Love burnt in the ashtray