Left In The Dark

I thought I was swimming Not knowing that I was drowning I thought that I was on the surface Not knowing that I was dying Slowly inside Feel like crying All the time and I wonder why I'm left in the dark every time I'm left In the dark No light to shine my path I'm hiding I know God is there he is the only one that I abide in Sometimes I put my all but It still gets me nothing This process I'm involved in is simply called hustling The grind is gonna pay soon I promise I'm gon be the biggest in the room Sharing my emotions don't break my heart I'm begging still wounded and still got scars I'm left in the dark Can't see my way out Blood dripping from all the scars Emotionally unstable fell like tony stark People change don't ever trust no one When the money goes that when they'll be gone When you clean dirt you get dirty yourself Like an eraser I had still on my top shelf I thought I was swimming Not knowing that I was drowning I thought that I was on the surface Not knowing that I was dying Slowly inside Feel like crying All the time and I wonder why I'm left in the dark every time