Chronic

Waking up everyday with pain and guilt that's haunting me forever I was doing okay but looking back I wish I did better Not making a story I look at the mirror and think about failure Remember when my grandma said I was the purest I wish I could go back, now my mind is messed up filled with distraction Can't focus on one thing without doing other shit that don't matter This feels so chronic Feels forever This feels so chronic Feels forever Waking up everyday with pain and guilt that's haunting me forever I was doing okay but looking back I wish I did better Not making a story I look at the mirror and think about failure Remember when my grandma said I was the purest I wish I could go back, now my mind is messed up filled with distraction Can't focus on one thing without doing other shit that don't matter This feels so chronic Feels forever This feels so chronic Feels forever