Wasn't in your head

I remember mid november The grass was grey and leaves were gone But you were there lightning up my phone And I remember mid desember when I knew that you were mine Cuz' heaven was a place on earth we found And now I find it so hard to believe that it's true Cuz' I never thought a minute was a lifetime without you And now I'm here, but you are there And I still can't understand When hours became painful when I wasn't in your head... And I can hear the bells are ringing They're soft as tunder, hard as glass Cuz' warningsigns were never in my sight And I always thought that you'd be here Closer than the summerair But you don't think about me when you're gone And now I find it so hard to believe that it's true Cuz' I never thought a minute was a lifetime without you And now I'm here, but you are there And I still can't understand When hours became painful when I wasn't in your head... When I wasn't in your head When I wasn't in your bed When you were with her instead Cuz' I wasn't in your head