TELEPHOBIA

I-I'm in practice, my mic is my therapist Spill my tea out on my notebook and air it out Feeling blue as a pair of tits An outcast like a heretic All alone on this boat No terra firma, nowhere to live Bitch I'm sick of it Gotta jot down all of my nightmares Gotta jot down all of my fears Gotta jot down all of my doubts and my plans to get outta here 'Cause I gotta escape to find a place I belong 'Cause I'll lose it if I'm asked once more where I'm really from Haven't picked up my fucking phone today Messages piling up, yeah I've been hiding but… Haven't the energy, attention, or the time of day For any phoney fucks Yeah I've been lonely but… Wh-Who can you really count on, I don't even trust myself I've royally fucked up every chance and hand that I was dealt Took a hit at 15, now I'm bust at 25 Must've run outta luck Might need alone to survive Sit at home by myself Grab my pad and my pen Draw and write through the night 'Cause my thoughts are racing again Tryna understand and make sense of what's in my mind What's in my head, to no end Haven't picked up my fucking phone today Messages piling up, yeah I've been hiding but… Haven't the energy, attention, or the time of day For any phoney fucks Yeah I've been lonely but… I-I find it hard to put my all in this And so I don't (Don't) Don't wanna choke (Ch-Ch-Choke) Keep my guard up if I never swing I'll never miss One bad day is all that separates us from a slip up Down the rabbit hole I tumbled Day by day I tripped up Struggling to get my footing Don't know where i should be looking It's too dark, I've got my ups and downs confused and mixed up The way I'm stumbling, shit maybe someone laced my liquor Haven't picked up my fucking phone today Messages piling up, yeah I've been hiding but… Haven't the energy, attention, or the time of day For any phoney fucks Yeah I've been lonely but… Haven't picked up my fucking phone today Messages piling up, yeah I've been hiding but… Haven't the energy, attention, or the time of day For any phoney fucks Yeah I've been lonely but…