BETTER MAN (SOUL KRY)

I look in the sky and ask God, "Why?" I just hope all this shit make me a better man Hope my bitch make me a better man Told Ma, "I got a better plan" You can ask about me nigga I ain't never ran Whole gang we let burettas blam And with all that pain I might just pop a pill Ma said "Read the Bible" When I was tryna drill I was outside tryna get a kill Like, why all these niggas saying that I'm changing up? Told Ma, "Ain't no changing up" Gotta keep this banger tuck Cause a couple niggas tryna hang me up But you know I ain't hiding Feel like niggas plotting So you know I stay on 50 And I'd be lying if I say they sliding Cause if they was sliding Niggas would be dying, silly And bae keep it a buck is you riding with me? Like, is you dying with me? Introverted, I ain't into parties Sit back, roll a blunt And get to frying with me I ain't used to love Hope you try with me If I die, I hope Brodie slide for me Cause no doubt about it You know I'd do the same Taking drugs, fucking with my brain Ma keep on begging me to change Telling me how I was as a kid And how shit ain't the same And they saying I should Yeah I would if I could But I'm way too far down the lane Uh, can you hear my soul cry? Cause I'm hurting hard Can you hear my soul cry? I'm off adderall Feel like I'm losing it all Feel like I'm losing it all I been moving reckless Got me questioning my mental If Brodie tryna slide We slide in stoleys not in rentals Thinking bout my past Damn I'm a dumbass I fucked up I'm a fucked up nigga I think I found a real one I ain't tryna f*ck up with you I look in the sky and ask God, "Why?" I just hope all this shit make me a better man Hope my bitch make me a better man Told Ma, "I got a better plan" You can ask about me nigga I ain't never ran Whole gang we let burettas blam And with all that pain I might just pop a pill Ma said "Read the Bible" When I was tryna drill I was outside tryna get a kill Like, why all these niggas saying that I'm changing up? Told Ma, "Ain't no changing up" Gotta keep this banger tuck Cause a couple niggas tryna hang me up Pops said ima end up in that jam Feel like he right but I ain't really tripping bout it Lost hella shit But I ain't tripping bout it Keep dissing we go on a mission bout it F*ck around and shoot like a piston bout it Hmm Shoot like a piston bout it We gon shoot like a piston bout it I look in the sky and ask god "Why?" Feel like a demon I can't even cry I'm sick and tired of being tired And I'm so tired of all them lies They be snakes all up in disguise Got me questioning, who gon ride? But f*ck it, I know it's my time I know I'm chosen Who really there for me? I look around I don't see no one hear with me I don't see no one here with me I just need you here with me I know I'm chosen How you say I'm moving fake, and you don't know shit? Swear to god, that's some hoe shit You know all my niggas they gon blow shit And if I tell 'em, they gon go