Trauma

I ain't dreaming Up all night for no reason Why I'm feeling stuck I think I'm sinking Weed's the only thing that keep me sane I be fighting demons in my brain Trauma from my past It made me change You already see it in my face Life is strange I ain't perfect how I'm supposed to go to heaven Karma hit me way before I even met her Since a youngin in the trenches I've been stressing Overtime that shit do something to your mental I did wrong up in the past that I ain't meant to It be the people that you love that really hurt you I wish life came with a rehearsal (I wish life came with a rehearsal) Now I understand why niggas turn to murderers Scars go deeper than the flesh This shit is permanent They gon lock a nigga up when he need therapy Ain't nobody else to help this shit is hurting him They tell him deal with Don't nobody give a f*ck Tell me who gon watch your back You better get a gun So if anybody play then he go let it dump He gon let it spark Iron Man like Tony Stark Now I'm falling Ain't nobody tryna take me out my sleep Cuz I'm falling So why the shadows always steady chasing me Falling Down I'm falling down I'm falling down Only time I feel alive is with a lullaby Blowing z's up in the air I see it in disguise (da skies) Momma left me for the green And never told me why Blamed the situation on me and now I cry Steady praying to the Jeez Every time I try And now the blessings on me I see it in my eyes I don't wanna see you disappear into the night I don't wanna see you vanish up into the light Ain't no oui (we) without u and I And some other guys try to see the vibe we bring Bunch of strange mothafuckas holding out their gun Crazy cuz you must not know where I am from But I belong in your arms until the sun Goes down and the darkness has begun But your my life and without you my life ain't fun Anxiety be taking over and now I'm done I'm falling down I'm falling down I'm falling down I'm falling down I'm falling down Falling down I'm falling down I'm falling down Now I'm falling Ain't nobody tryna take me out my sleep Cuz I'm falling So why the shadows always steady chasing me Falling Down I'm falling down I'm falling down