Ambitions.

I was…writin' rhymes in my bathroom Thinkin' I'd go Ivy League- didn’t make it Back to the drawing board Put the mic in my closet on shoe boxes Boxing these bars out to SoundCloud and niggas that - Didn’t quite hear me, could never come near me I swear to god really, these niggas gon' fear me I put myself top of the top of these niggas I idolized now I just rock with these niggas I swear man this the shit that all the DJ pon de replay That shit you finna look up on your google for what he say I think I lost my mind spit schizophrenic on the rhymes And when I look up in the mirror I can’t tell which face is mine I got a phobia of failure but so used to all the pain Because the more I start to write the more I start to feel insane No boogieman my nigga or a monster under beds Because I think that what I’m scared of is inside my fuckin' head No boogieman my nigga or a monster under beds Because I think that what I’m scared of is inside my fuckin' head My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga Always wishin' I could be that nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga Always wishin' I could be that nigga I think there’s blood inside my pen, uh Skeletons in my closet and a body under beds, uh Ishan up on the billboard and your favorite rapper dead Don’t give a f*ck about true colors when I’m only seeing red And if this mic could talk nigga it’d probably stop me And if I right my wrongs they still gon' wrong me Know some niggas way back home that still wan rob me Like they ain’t hit the Stu and put the mic on copy Sometimes I figure a nigga gon' make it Been feeling so close like I’m starting taste it Remember the days in my niggas lil basement He told this shit could be mine so I’ll take it Niggas keep talkin' like shut up just pay me I should be charging for all that they saying All that lil bullshit they put in they tracks like they ready for me when they want it I’m waitin Them boys ain’t hungry like me dawg I’m starving I spent all these nights hooked to mics I was charging Just wait till I pull oba. Out of the oven I’m coming for blood tell your niggas what’s coming Just wait till I pull oba. Out of the oven I’m comin' for blood tell your niggas what’s coming Just wait till I pull oba. Out of the oven I’m comin' for blood tell your niggas what’s coming My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga Always wishin' I could be that nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga My ambitions as a rap nigga Always wishin' I could be that nigga