Wish It Was Me

I think I might've loved you Convinced myself it wasn't true But honest I was terrified That I could not love you right So I drove away That fourth night of May Cause' I couldn't bear to look you in the eyes And I'll admit I can be stubborn One of my many flaws My heart shows me the direction And I'll be sure to stray far And that's what I did Buried these feelings 'Til it's too late to change my mind But you look happier than I have ever seen And she's everything that I couldn't be It's enchanting just to see you smile Though I still die a little every time I'm happy that you found what you need but I can't lie I wish it was me, I wish it was me, I wish it was me Oh, I wish it was me I couldn't face the truth Thought of every excuse Told myself you'd never love me Though I never really knew And that's just how it goes It can feel so cold When you lose someone you never even got to hold But you look happier than I have ever seen And she's everything that I couldn't be It's enchanting just to see you smile Though I still die a little every time I'm happy that you found what you need but I can't lie I wish it was me, I wish it was me, I wish it was me Oh I wish it was me I wish it was me, I wish it was me, I wish it was me