Better Days

I been fucking on shawty thinking bout my ex Unprotected lousy sex praying ion catch more then some feelings had me wild stressed And sometimes I wonder if my hardships is god and tests So often I forget to pray it's lessons before I get blessed Depressed tryna find out how the best feel shawty Been watching niggas round me blow but feel the best here shawty It's like I'm supposed to be great but can't amount to my fate And I can't live up to my destiny so I rest here shawty My god I can only be what I am So I went and inked my body jus to prove that I ain't lying But somehow I'm having trouble with identity it's crazy but so often I remember life is cause god made me And everything is everything, but everything been challenging here lately Walk a tight rope but balance ain't here lately Dodging all these calls and texts acting like I'm too busy When really ion wanna talk to niggas but I'm too friendly Since bro passed I ain't been the same and shit ain't cool wit me Was wild'n out on shawty and she ain't know what else to do wit me She cut ties and said she'll always love but she through wit me Before we meet again there'll be some shit you have to prove to me I'm used to taking L's now this here ain't nothing new to me So packed up all my pain and took that shit into the booth wit me Along wit golden José I'm so thankful I got 2 kidneys Had a fucked up way of dealing wit this pain since the day it was introduced to me But Im just praying for Better days Better days Better days I've been praying for Better days Better days Better days I been running round in circles dodging my success of selling off what I express Praying for a sign that it's my time it had me wild stressed And sometimes I wonder if This my say all And if it is then I pray to god that all this rhyming pay off My nigga i been hesitant Ain't even switch my residence Been scared to chase this dream cause it ain't all what it seem Boy that glitter ain't no gold that shit pyrite I heard they'd give a soul up to have the shit that I write So I'm careful in that spotlight my nigga Bills been in collections had to call my weed connection just to get up out that water Thankful for my momma and my pop for letting stay up in they spot till I was 20 something waiting on them record label offers Kid became a barber just to keep them bills up off em niggas hit me for a line up But fans hit my DM asking how come ain't no line ups for shows but that's some shit that i don't know cause me and bro ain't made our minds up Shit ain't been so simple Lauryn Hill would be disgusted I'm broke busted and can't be trusted Might f*ck my life up for ho's wit this lusting I bet a pretty penny that I'd blow yo mind with mine and Gods discussion Speak on better days for us But Im just praying for Better days Better days Better days I've been praying for Better days Better days Better days