Staring Contest With the Sun

I'm staring right into the sun I cannot hide, I cannot win, I cannot run Cuz I'm staring right into the sun Put on a disguise, pretend that I'm wise, but really I'm done Cuz I'm staring right into the sun I'm breaking down the walls like a battering ram So high that I'm handing out ladders to them Look I know u mean well yes I'm flattered I am But give me space I need to take of the matter at hand I be staring, staring yeah All these people love comparing But I swear, I swear I'm never going blind from all this glare And I shine from this reflection yeah I glisten Me against the sun, what a fucking competition I'm staring right into the sun I cannot hide, I cannot win, I cannot run Cuz I'm staring right into the sun Put on a disguise, pretend that I'm wise, but really I'm done Cuz I'm staring right into the sun Oh yeah It's going down So tell me who you think is winning now? It's coming up What's the difference between a cycle and being stuck Absolutely nothing Then what I am I doing here What is the point of this discussion Oh no I think I'm overthinking Let me get back to the mission I'm staring right into the sun I cannot hide, I cannot win, I cannot run Cuz I'm staring right into the sun Put on a disguise, pretend that I'm wise, but really I'm done Cuz I'm staring right into the sun My eyes are getting tired I didn't get the result that I so desired But it ain't my fault I mean I'm trying And it be hard when I'm looking right into fire It's always there It don't ever leave It don't matter if u stare It keep some tricks right up its sleeve It was right there in front of me The smoking gun But that couldn't stop me From staring right into the sun