you ok?

The internet bores me Cause there's not enough to do I spend all my days sedated Without my meds I come unglued I call it me time To make it sound romanticized So I'll walk inside and close my blinds Now I'll be fine I'll be fine You must be a zombie she said Spend the nights forgetting what I did Wake up with a racing heart And then I'll start my day with dread Don't ask me what I need please If I knew I wouldn't be Up clenching my jaw And my teeth Sing me back to sleep And I've been here before I felt this a thousand times My hands are shaky Smiles faking Strangers passing by And I swear I meant to call you But I guess it slipped my mind Lately that happens all the time But I think I'm doing fine I think I'm doing fine Oh this happens all the time I think I've lost my mind You must be a zombie she said Spend the nights forgetting what I did Wake up with a racing heart And then I'll start my day with dread Don't ask me what I need please If I knew I wouldn't be Up clenching my jaw And my teeth You must be a zombie she said Spend the nights forgetting what I did Wake up with a racing heart And then I'll start my day with dread Don't ask me what I need please If I knew I wouldn't be Up clenching my jaw And my teeth Sing me back to sleep