Am I

I've come to a point in my life Where I'm not sure where I am And people see when I pretend Is that who I am I've come to a place in my mind Where people cant understand What I do or what I am Is that who I am Someone told me You only need a few to be happy It hasn't always been like that at all I feel a need to always be in company Heart shatters to see the truth in me What am I as a person What am I I have a teenage self-esteem And I hate it cause I always feel like I am doing Something wrong I catch people's techniques And do the same things they've done to me Where have I Gone so wrong I couldn't sleep last night And the messages I send Repeat the patterns that I've lend Is that who I am Anxieties all through my head I cannot comprehend What I do or what I am Is that who I am Someone told me You only one to be happy That zen in myself is nearly gone I feel a need to always have your company Hearts shatter because I feel like I need to leave What am I doing as a person What am I I have a teenage self-esteem And I hate it cause I always feel like I am doing Something wrong I catch people's techniques And do the same things they've done to me Where have I Gone so wrong I have been oh so wrong I have done so much wrong