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Hello I'm alone again Cut off a few of my friends Stuck with these thoughts in my head I know It's your own damn fault I'm getting tired in my skin Ruined but barely broken in I see people from high school doing everything they want I quit my job I can't stable and I'm not catching any sleep Can't look myself in the mirror because of what I've become If you stare me right in the eyes I hope you see the sun Hey I am quote on quote a late bloomer Can you praise me for who I'm becoming Instead of pointing out my flaws Hey Could I get on the plane A little sooner Seems kinda sad But I just miss what I used to have It's a little pathetic It's like some puppy eyes Don't leave me on the streets so I can sit there and whine I won't beg for you to stay But my trauma says otherwise Close myself off Do not give out my all This is my queue to hide Hello I hope you hear him He's been very tired to hide And he's gasping for a breath I know You don't have to hide It's a scary world but you Have so many people on your side But what about my friends and my family What will they think of me I'm terrified they'll toss me aside And never want the likes of me How about my mother or my father Or whoever looks over me Will they still be there Will they still care Will they still want me How couldn't you want me I tend overthink and I can't put a pause on that I want to be stable so I am able to live as I want Can't look myself in the mirror because it's not who I am Stare myself right in the eyes I feel so confused