I Am, I Have Been, Stuck

I can't do this again, I haven't fathomed it since, I've cried too many times I haven't dreamt like this since it began, I can't handle it can I? Everything became a little more complicated Since that year I've felt kinda faded To have the knowledge of that and I can't contain this Since the time I walked every night invested in this Now you're gone and I'm stuck, was I wrong to think otherwise Now you're gone, I've been stuck, lost all the time I can't part from you, I've been falling apart But now you're gone, I'm so stuck, were you the one It's like this again, a strange painful thing, there's been tears a hundred times Now I'm dreaming like this, waking up and I miss when you looked into my eyes Everything became a little more complicated Since that year I've felt kinda faded To have the knowledge of that and I can't contain this Since the time I walked every night invested in this Now you're gone and I'm stuck, was I wrong? To think otherwise Now you're gone, I've been stuck, lost all the time I can't part from you, I've been falling apart But now you're gone, I'm so stuck, were you the one I can't handle it I can't handle this I haven't handled it When have I handled it Never to forget