i like my coffee bitter

Every single time that I think about you I hurt over moments I spent with you Every single time that I think about you Was it a waste to cry over you And I don't wanna think I don't even wanna breathe at times But I know have to And I can't take a step I can't even push through at times But I know that I have to I wanna text you sometimes I remember every moment that you've left me dry You've cut me off too many times If you didn't even want it why did I even try Every single time that I think about you I never deserved this what did I do Every single time that I think about you was this a waste of time over you And I don't wanna think I don't even wanna breathe at times But I know have to And I can't take a step I can't even push through at times But I know that I have to I wanna text you sometimes I remember every moment that you've left me dry You've cut me off too many times If you didn't even want it why did I even try I know that I said that you could reach out But don't even try and that's a shout I make bold assumptions I know it's true Don't minimize this It's what I've gone through Happy birthday in a month or two I memorized it cause I cared about you Split my heart in half it's what you do If you gave a damn maybe you'd see it too I like my coffee not as bitter as you Americano Shots I'll take more than a few This cigarette smoke fills up the room I'll choke cause it hurts but it'll make do Realize Agonize Inhale Exhale Stable Before you move Hurts that I Tried to try When this amount of care was meant for two I wanna text you sometimes I remember every moment that you've left me dry You've cut me off too many times If you didn't even want it why did I even try