Delicate Endeavors

I pick the prettiest flowers I pick the pettiest fights I lie awake at night Haunted by the mistakes I've made throughout my life Enthralled by secret obsessions Where there's a will, there is a way The truth is talent isn't genius You shattered me just to make me your idle prey Oh, my fury! Burning bridges irrevocably Why didn't I see It's a corruption arc I'm barefoot in the dark Oh, the worst is yet to come Clocks stop ticking, time is frozen I reach for you, but there's no motion Delicate endeavors demand true devotion I've died so many times, I think I have forgotten how to live I poured my soul into this I've got nothing left to give It feels like everything is ending One blink and I am petrified I would believe you in an instant If you'd tell me these were the happiest days of my life Oh, my fury! Burning bridges irrevocably Why didn't I see It's a corruption arc I'm barefoot in the dark Oh, the worst is yet to come Clocks stop ticking, time is frozen I reach for you, but there's no motion Delicate endeavors demand true devotion I've died so many times, I think I have forgotten how to live I poured my soul into this I've got nothing left to give I danced my last dance, my final prayers fade Hell threw me out, heaven closed its gate I called for help, but you were gone Like everyone I knew when I was young So I just closed my eyes, I was longing for redemption And I begged the question Of what will become of me Once I've passed eternity Could I foresee my destiny Bet on surrender or victory (Clocks stop ticking, time is frozen) (I reach for you, but there's no motion) I'm in a new hell now (Clocks stop ticking, time is frozen) (I reach for you, but there's no motion) I'm in a new hell now (Clocks stop ticking, time is frozen) (I reach for you, but there's no motion) I'm in a new hell now (Clocks stop ticking, time is frozen) (I reach for you, but there's no motion) I'm in a new hell now I pick the prettiest flowers