My Blood

This time See, I'm just trying to get by I just think about the missed time It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page Hope he see me when I pray And I put that on my blood They ain't ever give us love Couldn't ever give a f*ck Now my feelings be my weapons cause I'm numb It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page Hope he see me when I pray And I put that on my blood Always cry so I choke when I'm swallowing these pills And I smoke just to feel Couldn't tell you how I heal I just know that I see it Had to be so they'd believe I put it all on me If I'm talking to my bro then we gonna ball on me I know my fam they gonna fall on me We ain't speak in some weeks But it's how it needs to be Wearing faults probably turn me to a fiend I'm a star with their pain on my scars I just know that they dont see It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page Hope he see me when I pray And I put that on my blood They ain't ever give us love Couldn't ever give a f*ck Now my feelings be my weapons cause I'm numb It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page Hope he see me when I pray And I put that on my blood When days been the same Always working for change Life really going to fade And ain't nothing I can say I just hope I can escape Used to dissassociate when they was screaming at my face I ain't get to walk away Stayed alive just to see another day Told myself I'm a see it through the rain Even if they turn away This time I think about missed time See I'm just trying to get by If you ain't run then you a real one I put some henny on my pain just to try and fade away And I'm laughing at these doubts Always knew I'd make it out I knew it had to come around I'm always one to make me proud Never less than ever blessed Yeah For real It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page Hope he see me when I pray And I put that on my blood They ain't ever give us love Couldn't ever give a f*ck Now my feelings be my weapons cause I'm numb It's almost noon and I'm deep in my cup I've been sitting in my pain chasing demons out the page Hope he see me when I pray And I put that on my blood