My angry song about stuff I can't say

So I should just dry my tears Put my fucking make up on And pretend I'm my D&D character Instead of hiding forever And let's say I should be what you expect me to be Without suffering about it? Well, isn't that convenient Rip the meat off my ribcage Take my blood and take my veins Bite me chew me spit me out I can't stand walking around What you see is very wrong I am not where I belong This is not who I am inside This is all a pantomime F*ck my body f*ck my life F*ck my truth and f*ck my lies F*ck these tears and f*ck my pride F*ck my heart and f*ck my mind This is my angry song about stuff I can't say It's so, so wrong To be afraid I can't come to your party I can't go out tonight I can't wear what you think fits me better I can't tell you why Maybe I'll be born again But it could cause me too much pain Hit me push me take me down I can't stand walking around What I see is very wrong I am not where I belong This is not who I am inside This is all a pantomime F*ck the mirrors f*ck the clothes F*ck the people f*ck the norms F*ck the sorrow f*ck my hope F*ck my friends yes f*ck them all This is my angry song about stuff I can't say It's so, so wrong To be afraid I can't come to your party I can't go out tonight I can't wear what you think fits me better I can't tell you why This is my angry song about stuff I can't say It's so, so wrong To be afraid I can't come out tonight I can't come out tonight I can't come out tonight I can't tell you why